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Here in the silence where I lay,
I cherish every night & day.
With every sunrise that I see,
With every voice that calls to me,
Certain thoughts creep into mind,
About the things I'll leave behind.
The wonderful times that will seem to last,
Will only be a thing of the past.
And only in the past I'll belong,
For I fear the present won't last that long.
As every dawn turns to dusk,
I know that time ,I don't have much.
Time flies so fast ,I could hear the clock ticking,
As days & hours of my life are slipping.
Friends I had ,& thought I knew,
Don't treat me the way they used to.
Some kids spurn me,they just dont know,
How much their actions hurt me so.
They just don't get it,why can't they understand
How much I need a helping hand?
The fear I feel,& tears I hide,
I really wish I could brush aside.
But no,you see,because the time will come,
When the monster will get me & I'll have nowhere to run.
I want to escape it,I want to be free.
But the problem is that it's inside of me.
It's spreading all over me here & there,
And it's getting other people everywhere.
It's killing millions all the time.
It stole other's lives & it's after mine.
As time runs short & weeks quickly pass,
I wonder how long my childhood will last.
I wanted to grow up to succeed in life,
To raise a family,to work and enjoy a long life.
I wanted to graduate,to be a nurse
But I can't do that till I'm freed from this curse.
Each night I kneel by my bedside to pray,
For happiness to shine upon my last days.
But mom won't give up,she said I can cope,
If I'd only have a little hope.
She said that miracles happen if we believe,
That even the impossible can be achieved.
She told me that God is always there,
To listen to everyone's heartfelt prayers.
And she told me if they'd only try,
There'd be a good chance that I'll survive.
All they have to do is pray,
For God to bless me everyday.
And with every short prayer that they say,
Goes my thanks & His blessings their way.
As the monster creeps up,& time draws near,
I wonder how long I'll be staying here.
Here with my family,I shared good times & bad.
The thought of me leaving them makes them so sad.
The world is an awful place,most people say,
But if they were in my shoes for just one day,
They'd realize how every smile & touch,
And every kind word could mean so much.
How every star lights up in the sky,
How every hour passes by,
How sweet the scent,& cool the breeze,
How tall and green the lovely trees,
How every beautiful sight I see,
Means the whole wide world to me.
It's strange but true,they'd be surprised,
If they looked at the world through my eyes.
Michelle A. R
And I am feeling kind of low
When there is no one here to talk to
And no where I really want to go
I search deep within myself
It is the love inside my heart
That lets me know my Angels are there
Even though we are many miles apart
A smile then appears upon my face
And the sun begins to shine
I hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying, 'Everything will be just fine'
It may seem that I am alone
But I am never by myself at all
Whenever I need my Angels near
All I have to do is call
An Angel's love is always true
On that you can always depend
They will always stand behind you
And will always be your friend
~ Author Unknown ~